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productivity=medium i guess

i'm in full force job hunting mode. i haven't felt this depressed in a long time. nice to know i still have it in me. here's what i applied for today:

production assistant
caseworker 1
entry level marketing position
data entry rep for tutoring company
data entry clerk
production assistant for film
sales trainee
management trainee

enterprise rent-a-car got back to me within the hour. did a quick search on that job. 80 hrs/wk for $30K/yr. wow. and you get the thrill of being relocated a few times in your career. the time is coming when i may just have to settle for this. when i report myself going in for an interview for that job, then you will know i have given up completely.

i also filled out an app for the temp agency. that actually wouldnt be so bad because you are expected to hate that job upfront. enterprise actually tries to hide the fact that you are going to be in a walking nightmare for the rest of your life with them.

i've been trying to find a therapist/career counselor/psychiatrist. so far they are way high priced.

i've eaten nothing but honeycomb cereal today and i haven't left the house. admitting that made me feel better.